Tuesday, September 29, 2009 @8:37 PM
I really dunno wat to type le.. my mind is very confuse.. very fan.. y? y muz like tat.? y everything change so fast? y y y y y .????
think back where we 1st met.. we noe from maple.. slowly we meet up.. our 1st place is at bugis.. went for neo print.. follow up keep meetin u up.. nv tot we can be so long together.. 3years 8mths.. something happen.. until 9 aug 09 we patch back..
i rem we went cycling together.. keep seeing u laughing non stop.. we had a lot of fun n joke during the ride.. i rem tat we go jurong point then we take 198 to bt merah.. u slp on my shoulder.. u was so sweet n cute.. when i had my 1st medical appointment.. u cook nice food for me.. i tot in future i will eat the food u cook..
last week we still went shopping together.. u feel tired n slp on my shoulder.. u was so sweet.. dun feel like waking u up.. n i hope tat time will juz stop there.. u say u wan mooncake with 4 york.. is bad for health but since u like it tot of this coming sat wan go back to taka buy for u.. when we at the fruit tart cake shop at orchard central.. u wan a piece.. but ended up nv buy.. tot of comin chalet or when next year ur bday buying u a WHOLE fruit tart cake.. u wan to buy new bolster.. i wan buy but u cant find the 1 u like.. tot of this coming weekend bringing u to see u like de.. when i smell ur head, i say smelly but i juz joking.. i was giving u a kiss.. i been doin tat all this while.. i kiss u mean i really love u n dun wan to let go again..
when i was at army open house.. i saw a bear.. is not tat cute juz tat he wearing a uniform.. then my 1st tot is getting u 1 bear.. the bear leg got number n alphabet.. i was trying so hard to find
G-13 for u.. cuz ur name
GINA birthday on
13.. i find so hard ended dun have so i get u
A-01.. cuz
A is the 1st alphabet n
01 is the 1st number.. so i get u tat.. few days later, my frd brought some back to camp see any1 buying, i tryin my luck to find
G-13.. u wan to noe wat happen.. i found it.. i was like a kid.. shouting n say i found it.. i found it.. my frd ask me y i get G-13 n i tell them specially for my dear.. n i specially bought a jacket tat the bear can wear too.. it was so cute.. i was tellin myself, when my dear saw it sure happy de.. ended she really happy.. i was not wrong..
9 aug 09 tot is a start for both of us.. n is easy to rem tat we back together cuz is a national day.. n i tot everything go smoothly.. till ytd.. a very damn big thing juz change my life.. change everything.. she juz suddenly tell me tat she wan break with me again.. cuz no feeling.. from the day we patch back.. i saw everything was fine.. nth happen.. b4 u go chalet oso fine.. wat happen to us.? when we 1st patch back, u say ur house very messy n alot of dirt.. n tell me tat next year CNY u wan me to help out on cleaning.. i dun mind.. but no more next year CNY for us.. no more birthday for u n me.. everything no more.. juz a few hour, few minute n few second.. everything is gone.. n is forever.. its all too late liao..
i was so sad n hurt.. very sad n hurt.. very (X infinite) sad n hurt..
to u my dearest, lovely n cute dear.. thanks for letting me love u so many years.. i been very happy to be with u.. i dunno u happy anot..?? cuz u say if we continue, u will unhappy.. maybe its time for us le.. to u, maybe u find is relax for u.. n i was burden to u.. to me.. its a very hard thing to let everything go.. i dunno how is ur feeling..?? dunno u crying..?? maybe u make ur final answer to me.. since ytd i nv stop crying.. maybe i cry baby.. but this prove MY FEELING IS TRUE TO U WHEN I START DATING WITH U.. from ytd.. i won stop crying le..
♥ baby baby love can be so beautiful ♥
Thursday, September 17, 2009 @11:27 PM
ytd stayin overnight in camp.. was a bz nite.. seems everything went smoothly.. suddenly a big rain juz pour heavily.. we wait for the rain to stop ard 30mins.. not fullly stop.. still got drizzling.. actually we having bbq, tot will be cancelled due to heavy rain.. they change of plan. we shift the bbq pit to shelter place.. lol.. lots of fun with my friends.. drink n eat alot lo.. too bad, cant take any photo... cuz is camp ma.. haha.. if not u all can see how red is our face.. we all drink beer like drink water lo.. dunno how many cans we total drink le.. i drink total of 7 cans.. 1st time drink so much lo.. i really giddy le.. but still awake.. 10% is happiness.. 90% is my mood.. this few days had not been happy..
i noe tat she won pick my call or reply msg.. but yet i still call or sms her.. stupid of me.. am i doin the right way.? is this stupid or caring.? can any1 tell me.?
♥ baby baby love can be so beautiful ♥
Tuesday, September 15, 2009 @11:12 PM
i really scare of u le.. =[
♥ baby baby love can be so beautiful ♥
Monday, September 14, 2009 @12:46 AM
im sry.. i didn't meant to make u angry de.. really sry.. =[
♥ baby baby love can be so beautiful ♥
Tuesday, June 09, 2009 @10:33 PM
today went for my medical appointment.. finally i goin for operation for my nose le.. been waitin for mths le.. although i told myself is a minor operation.. but i can see, can feel tat the doctor reaction.. to her, like very serious.. cuz she keep repeating the serious.. the her expression was like serious face.. i trying to make myself not to think too much.. try to do happy things to divert all my fear.. keep goin out with my buddies.. onli them they can divert my fear.. no1 noes when they will die.. who not afraid of die.?
dear.. actually i very scare. i really really scare.. my 2nd operation le.. i cant forget when the 1st time they put me slp the feeling.. the feeling was so suck.. like i die liao.. last operation u with me.. this comin operation u were not with me anymore le.. tat was the 1st time my parents noe u too.. i was so happy tat my parents nv stop me being together with u.. although tat time i still is blur blur vision.. i noe u were there for me.. no matter wat happen u sure be there for me.. cuz when i trying to open my eyes i saw u, my mother n joanne.. the 1st 1 is i saw u.. like u say, u n joanne cant find me.. u all keep walking ard to find me.. ended when i was push out from the op theatre then u all 安心 n happy to see im ok. sorry i noe its not right to rack out all the old memories.. but our memories won so ez to go off my mind de.. im juz like computer le.. everything have been stored..
i dunno how u feel to me now.. to me, i got few times wan ask u for patch.? i juz cant speak up to u.. if i say out, u say ok, i be happy tat u with me again.. wat if u say no.? i got another hurt.. so i rather keep it all to myself.. i rem amy used to say to me once b4.. she say, im very chi qing guy.. very easily to get hurt de guy..
dear.. would u give a chance to patch back with u.? i very serious.. this is wat i wan to say.. been keepin inside my heart very long le..
♥ baby baby love can be so beautiful ♥
Monday, June 08, 2009 @10:41 PM
its another day out with frds.. so tired.. chiong 3days liao.. non stop lo.. dun feel like goin back to camp tml.. hahaha.. guess today where we went..? early morn ard 10am plus downstair waiting for frd to fetch me liao.. ytd tired still not enough slp.. today early morn wake up.. lol.. if i still not in NS i sure chiong with them everyday.. but sian lo.. sg drive here n there oso nth to go..
actually we wan sing k today.. but we all dunno tat lot 1 k box close liao.. so we went there makan ajisen ramen for lunch n we head to vivo for movie lo.. k box we from sat noon say until today we haven go sing.. lol.. muz find 1 day before they enlist liao.. haha.. after movie we oso nowhere to go to.. ended i recommend to go play pool.. we from vivo head to bt timah.. play 1hr plus then go off liao.. my frd went to fetch his gf then its time to return the car back liao.. hai.. the feeling like selling off like tat.. lol..
returning the car liao.. we went for dinner somewhere ard turf city.. eat n chit chatting.. until 9 plus then we all go home.. whole day juz like tat pass.. spend money like water lo.. muz save when my next pay come le.. if not very jialat lo..
this comin week we goin to the pc show lo.. then i still got the esprit voucher to use.. my dog happy injection oso comin liao.. wah..... bz bz n bz.. non stop de.. got alot pics nid to uploaded when i recieve the pics from frds.. =)=)
oh ya.. today 2 frds birthday lo.. lol..
wish erjie a happy birthday.. although we stay close but seldom see u liao.. lol.. hope to see u soon ok..? n got to plan when is our next outing with u n dajie le.. =)=)
wish don a happy birthday.. we stay more closer but still got see u la.. lol.. treat kiti well ok..?? =)
♥ baby baby love can be so beautiful ♥
@12:01 AM
6 June 09went to chalet with my NTUC frds.. was attending my supervisor daughter's bday.. can say we had lots of fun.. but when sian is really damn sian lo.. haha.. ard 2plus midnight, we went geylang had supper.. we go find chicken.. but is sweet chicken.. not tat kind of chicken ok.? sweet chicken aka 田鸡. lol.. i noe is not funny at all.. nvm.. after tat we damn sian so we go changi village again.. this time round is alot more ah gua.. we so damn bo liao lo.. lol..
after tat we went back chalet.. actually we wan to see sun rise de.. but ended up is sun rise see us.. lol.. lame lo.. every1 is so freaking tired until every1 like snoring or maybe breathing very power.. lol.. maybe i oso..
happy birthday to noi noi.. lol.. =)
7 June 09
firstly wish dajie happy birthday.. haha.. i still rem lo.. haha..
today 9plus wake up liao.. then really tired until dun wan to move.. i was force to wake up de lo.. they keep disturbing me.. lol.. we had our breakfast at mac.. after tat we head to car as we driving NTUC frds to attend some1 wedding.. my frd saw his car windscreen got some long paper there.. when he take out from there, he damn sian lo.. he kena summon.. lol.. sway lo.. his coupon timing over liao.. expired 1hr ago.. from here to batok then to tiong baruh.. zai man. lol.. we at tiong baruh waiting for the 新郎 to come wait ard 2hr plus then he reach lo.. he reach le then they juz pass them angbao n go.. onli nid ard 5-10mins lo.. damn sian lo..
after tiong baruh, they say wan to head to teban garden.. at 1st i dunno y they head to there, ended they say they attending another wedding.. wah lau eh.. all my frds damn sian n tired n dulan lo.. at 1st they say dun wan go de.. suddenly change mind n go.. lucky is awhile nia..
we went back to chalet ard 4plus liao.. my frd wan go escape play.. so we went for lunch n play escape.. siao rite.. full full go play escape.. lol.. got lots of fun in there lo.. me now having sea sick.. juz now play pirate ship until siao.. very giddy now.. ard 9plus we all went home lo.. lucky tml i on off.. can slp more..
i going slp liao.. really cant tahan liao.. nite all.. thanks all my NTUC buddies.. i really enjoy the days we been together.. dunno u all got enjoy anot..? really treat u all as brothers liao.. haha.. bb..
♥ baby baby love can be so beautiful ♥
Thursday, June 04, 2009 @10:13 PM
damn sway la.. dunno which idiot take my pen away.. 2nd time liao lo.. cant tolerate liao la.. knn.. damn cb la.. really damn idiot de lo.. waste so much of my money buying pen again and again.. u tink i very rich ar.. take my pen de u better watch out.. pua siu kia.. nbcb.. make me so 'fishing' dulan..
♥ baby baby love can be so beautiful ♥
